Freakiee

最近有件事情，很叫我郁闷。3天前，我在大学上课，朋友说教师大树底下有一个小鸟，从窝里掉下来了，我没在意，等上完课，朋友一指，果然有！可怜的小东西害怕的东张西望，我心生怜悯，把她拾起来，准备回家养着，等她能飞了再放了。（当时我还有一节课，是management accounting lecture, 上的我这个郁闷的，手里握着鸟...生怕她叫出来叽叽喳喳的被人笑死了，还好，小东西很老实，在我手里因为暖或，一会儿就开始点头，点头，然后睡着了，还说梦话呢，唧唧的，这倒好，困意传染给我了，我也开始点头，点头...这节课就这么一个姿势带了一个小时，给我累得...)然后回家，朋友说小鸟吃虫子，当晚还很冷，蛾子苍蝇的 都 不在，我翻转头，除草根，给找找了小毒蝎子（就是尾巴有个钳子的虫子，没什么毒）把尾巴切下来，味了 好家伙把她给香的，实在是找不到荤菜乐，所以就味米饭和苹果，这家伙吃饱了就睡，醒了又唧唧喳喳的要吃的，当晚平安无事，第二天我下午的课，味好她以后，就去上学了，朋友叫我在图书馆学习，我心说要考试了，就学一会儿吧，一学就是10点，坐车回家，11点了，问室友小鸟怎么样了，说是躺下睡着了，我一惊，鸟哪里有躺下睡觉的？？！赶紧到洗衣房一看，心当时就沉下来了......小鸟死了....我不甘心，捅了捅....冰凉而且僵硬....完了  室友说小鸟刚才一直在叫唤，我知道是饿了...但是我不在...眼眶湿润了，不行，男儿有泪不轻弹...

 

把小鸟拿出去，找了块靠墙的地方，用力挖了一个坑，把小鸟放进去，突然觉得不妥，又拔了几根草放到坑里，把小鸟垫上去，最后又看了几眼，就把土填上去了。拍平，砸实，插上小木棍，撒上一把米，默哀一分钟 ： 鸟儿啊鸟儿，对不住你了，不知道你饥寒交迫不含寂寞的去了，虽然和你相见只有一天，但情同兄弟（或兄妹）本人后悔莫及，不该这么不负责任的放着你不管，本来就了你一命，是要好好的培养你直到能飞为止，但是兄台我大意了... 来生转世，不知道你还想不想做鸟儿，不管做什么，遇上在下一定好生招待，已报饥寒交错之过错。你就好好的走吧...我很伤心...

 

本人一向是很爱小动物的，但是这次却犯了一个低级错误，哎呀，只希望以后还有迷路的小动物，我一定领回来给养的膘肥体壮的！

 hohoho, i_i... i found out that, write down how i feel, is really a good thing, then you read it, "share" it with me, and enjoy... haha, ok, i broke up with my girlfriend , 3 weeks? ago....i was like shit right after that,  felt like everything just fell onto my shoulders, heads, everywhere on my body, 2 years relationship, ‘'BANG"! gone, finished...over... sad? fuck ye, be fine later? of course, i got ps3 now at least, i got friends at least , gf? hoooooo, just give me a break, i hate my mates talk near my eye say, hey , i know a girl, she's good, ya interested?? or, hey jim, what about XXX or XXX, mates! i just broke up, so, give me some time! (though im almost ready..but..) i would like a mature girl, pretty, here's my cell: 0433....haha it is a joke it is a joke. i 've talked to few friends, felt much better now, one of them had the pretty much similar same experience as me, so we talked for a long time, ho, felt much, hell better now, people lose their mind sometimes, like me, i got confused, i saw people seperate, no it came to me, and i think, well, maybe this ending had already been decided by some..thing, i don't know, i call this destiny, make it simple, she was not my right girl. i just asked my friend richard, why people like us, always break up with our partners, i know some dudes, they have girl friends for bloody 6 7 years, and going to get married, i am not saying that i want to get a girlfriend just for marriage(actually i dont want to get married in a few years, like 10..ha) anyway, i mean, seriously i am a little bit afraid of be in love again, not scared, but more like worried you know. meanwhile, i am enjoying my life of being a single, you know, single men are always charming, that's how i encourage my self, haha!! anyway, just like my friend an said, if we could get back to 3 years ago, and started again, it ll like  butterfly effect... creepy shit..but life is life, we have to move on. everything's new for me now, everything 's new again now.  ya know what, im going back to study, yeah, hardly to believe right? seriously i am, ok then. good luck to me and...all of you my mates!

Hey dudes! it has been a super hell long time i haven't hanged out with u guys, you ,you and you. i forgot when, but ya know, since we seprated from the same family, the same college, the same place, almost a year has passed. Many many things and shits happened~! Woow, dont know what to say mates, but seems that we hardly contact each other, well, i could understand, we're all very fucking "busy", with study, games, partners, CARS(the new shit), one of my mate...well...i doubt that if he's still alive or got f***ed and never woke up again. HE really sucks. Well, a week ago, i went to my good friend house, he didn't change a S**t, still as ever, i am a little bit worried about his exams, but at least he began to study, and ask me for some study(questions), which was fairly good! Always Support ya mate! But you know, don't what, i have a suggestion, do not mess up with some people, whatever you work or hang out or f*** some b****, some times it could be very dangerous.

 

Ok , well, i am very stressful , hell mate, i've already quitted smoking...HOWEVER...last Saturday, in the afternoon, i bought a pack of Ceeeeeeert. It's normal, ya know, too much stress, i need something to calm down (shut the f*** up Jimmy, that all ****ing excuses) haha, anyway i try to give it up after the exam.i'll try my....best...to...   Dudes, i am very happy to hear that what you've achieved or got something you wanted. One of my friend finally published his own album (music album), not very popular yet, but i am definately proud of him. After all the hard works, he made his own dream come true! Smart Kid!  Sadness always comes after Happy, Bad news for the month , my friend got break up with her boy. Im really sorry about that my friend, really...but ya know, i m not a cruel man but, this happens...all the time. Well, look, i really hope that you understand how this happened. i mean this was no body's "fault" but, YOU HAVE TO think about why. ya know what im sayin'? i know this is very difficult, however you got to be strong, brave, and independent. and i am 100% sure that you would go through it! look , don't be too upset because that won't bring him or any s**t back to ya you know that don't ya. Exam is coming, be cool, be good, concentrate on that! really hope you are fine!! remember, all ya friends are supporting you everywhere!  Good luck!!!

 

2 all my dudes! Good luck for your exams and...well, dont have to say that , we go drunkie drunkie after that!! haha!!

 

Oh, it sounds funny but, lots of students have their own cars in Adelaide, and mate, i am talking about ya,  got his car scretched, in somewhere for some reason, look im not laughing at you , because you know what? we are in the same deep shit! haha, my car was fucked up too! guess what, we always say: Shits happen all the time! so don't worry , save some money, and get our car fixed, that's it , wow, life is so easy. right mite :)